Thank you, Sparky and Ana.

And Bob, may this be the time for me to present an apology. I know I misinterpreted some of the things you said. But you know I appreciate you.

Now, what you say that I probably think the comments are sarcastic. No, I don't assume. This is a repeated offense, it already happened. I let it go and say nothing because I understand the frustration of some people, but it hurts me, and it makes me think if I really belong here or not.

But then there are my friends, and all the people who say "Thank you for listening!" that make me stick around.

I was just feeling sad this morning. I am still feeling sad. One would think the Just Married label is like a magic wand to make you instantly happy. What most people don't know is that it doesn't matter when your life has a Clinical History of depression.