Lisa,
I feel in the past that some of my responses to your posts were a little harsh. I think part of the reason I responded to your posts a little critically was because I came here about the same time you did...when we were both "lost"...
I remember your hurt, your pain...
but than you met someone very quickly...and your raw honesty and hurt seemed to change. So quickly...all was well again...life great....
I guess I am a skeptic. I watched your original responses to others posts go from compassionate understanding to "Buck Up" and be strong...spoken just like a women who was in the early stages of a giddy relationship...
you quickly forgot the "lost"...
although the route you took was valid...another relationship is not a sin....there are risks..
many others like myself...battled through (and continue to battle) the doubts that are just now surfacing for you...
What is my place? What is my role?
Eventually these questions have to be answered...I think your soul is now asking you for the answers...
If you were a sister, or a dear friend...I would have told you to slow the changes down until you had a chance to answer the questions you are asking now...to make sure you did not make changes you were not ready for...
But like I tell my kids all the time "nothing has happened here that can't be fixed"...
Your a smart woman...I know you will figure it out....