Pinkee,
I can so relate. I avoid but it has happened twice in the last two weeks, once with the gf (that was a first) I guess my guard is just down. Yesterday in HD. No tears but last night was brutal. No sleep. Just say a prayer and thank God you have other good things in life. So..... it's slim pickings but that's what I finally had to do last night. Life is a journey and we haven't gotten to the end sister. But I can appreciate your feelings. Hang in there.
Carey