As promised… Here's what I did for myself today.
7/11/08
I first put my pain and hurting on hold. Took several tries, but I did it. I grabbed my morning coffee, sat outside and thought about what I enjoy doing outside time with family. I wrote new comedy sketches, I wrote down (still in progress) the careers that I always want do, I thought about maybe sending in some of my personal writings to different place just to see what happens, I was so surprised so many people connected to the words I wrote. I made a list of all the things I loved about my stbx and didn't like. O'Sh*t, that was a real eye opener. I didn't realized just how or why I loved her until now. Then, I went shopping. Bought new jeans, my personal favorite tacky Hawaiian shirts, and more. Stopped off at a tattoo shop to see how much and what kind of tattoos would work with my daughters name on my arm. Didn't get a tat, yet. I listed to some good music, and thinking about learning to dance. My stbx never danced, but I always wanted to learn. I also insured my plans to go see my little girl on the 21st. For a week were all locked in. The most important thing I did was make a major discover. I discovered me, who I am and that my divorce doesn't have to be a bad thing for me. I discovered me. O'ye, I also had fun.
To the person I was talking to last night Craftywtch)… Thank you so very much. I listed to you and you helped with making today happen. I am so glad you are so smart, funny, and willing to give me some advice. It made a big difference. I smile, laugh, and had fun… God, thank you over and over again. Today was incredible. I hope to talk to you again.
Chris




