Well i called the sheriff department today to find out what the time line was for him to come and get his things..... they told me that i had to give him a 30
day notice ...... SO i called the place where he was working to see if he was still employed there and he is.... so i left him a message that he had 30 days
from today to get his things.....
I pulled into work and a strange number called and low and behold it was him.........wanted to tell me that he changed his address..and wants to talk.......... of course my heart kicks in and I start crying and it was an emotional mess.... why do i feel so stupid ........ I know this is no good for me and my daughter and I dont want him back in my life.... He has to many problems and will never resolve them...it would just be the same old thing over and over ... the gambling the temper and if he doesnt get his way he is done.... so why did hearing that voice just bring back all those feelings and i turn to mush........ I made a complete fool of myself and now boy am i paying for it............Right now i just want to crawl in a hole.........
Marcia
I pulled into work and a strange number called and low and behold it was him.........wanted to tell me that he changed his address..and wants to talk.......... of course my heart kicks in and I start crying and it was an emotional mess.... why do i feel so stupid ........ I know this is no good for me and my daughter and I dont want him back in my life.... He has to many problems and will never resolve them...it would just be the same old thing over and over ... the gambling the temper and if he doesnt get his way he is done.... so why did hearing that voice just bring back all those feelings and i turn to mush........ I made a complete fool of myself and now boy am i paying for it............Right now i just want to crawl in a hole.........
Marcia




