Hey guys! I know I haven't been in chat much lately, and I miss you all very much! I think I am
moving on, I don't know how or why, or when it happened, but it is happening. Sure I still feel sorry for myself, sure I still get lonely. But Over the
last month I have realized that "HEY YOU CAN DO THIS!!" It was an amazing revelation to me! When I got the divorce decree in May, I fell apart, which
I feel is a natural response. Each of you were there to talk me thru it, and gave me the strength I needed to get thru it! I will never forget the day Steph
called me and I couldn't talk, because all I could do was cry. But she talked me thru it, as many of you have. Angie calling the paramedics for me when I
accidentally {or purposely} tried to overdose. Greg being there so many times I can't even count them. Laurie giving me endless advice that, at the time I
didn't listen to, but somewhere in my heart, I heard it. Beth making me laugh when I wanted to cry. Dana and Patrick for always being the voice of
rationale in my head. Jason for making me smile, not just with his cute piggy face, but with his profound statements & music! Tammy for making me laugh so
many times when I knew she was going thru bad times herself. Joanie for being just like me, which is scarey, but makes for good times. Claudette for being
sweet and kind. Ruth for being sympathetic ALWAYS! Jer, for making me laugh even when he didn't mean to! You all have kicked my butt, talked me thru so
much and always been there when I needed you! I love you all, and I know I missed someone, but that makes you no less important in my life. I love you all for
what you all have done for me this last year and I will be in and out, but I am better, and its all because you all cared about the lonley freaked out girl in
Alabama!!!!




